so…
really bummed out. i really miss Phoenix already since he flew out this morning. and i spent most of last night after we got home crying. i feel like it sucks the most when he can only visit for a short time, then he leaves. when he’s here for a month, i transition easier to him being gone. but, it sucks looking at his room in my house and where he used to sleep. the empty spaces where all his toiletries were in my bathroom look foreign already and quietness of my house is getting to me. i’m a complete wreck.

